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Monday, November 29, 2004

xx 4:38 PM xx

YAY!!! 98 seconds for expert!

Sunday, November 28, 2004

xx 9:51 PM xx

Maybe it wasn't meant to be.

Friday, November 26, 2004

xx 11:55 PM xx

YAY YAY YAY YAY! Haha finally broken my minesweeper record!Took 108 secs to finish expert. Man, I'm good. Anyway, I've have been so busy nowadays with the mission trip. Never knew it was so "leche(troublesome)". Went to school this morning for some preparation for the trip. I was so tired that I rushed to Fang's house to nap. Was late for Sneaker's training at SPE. I never do look forward to Sneaker's training, but after today I'm pretty much excited for it on Wednesday. My coaches organised a trip to Bangkok in December. SO EXCITING! Hope I'm able to convince my parents in letting me go.
ARRRRR!!! Life is beautiful after Os!!

"We're in this together" - Nadine

Thursday, November 25, 2004

xx 12:33 AM xx

Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray I could breakaway

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

This song is REALLY nice. Sometimes I wish I could just breakaway and fly away.

Saturday, November 13, 2004

xx 2:12 AM xx

I think I'm quite screwd for Geog. WHY AM I ONLINE?
Anyway few weeks ago I was bit down. Reason being I've realised, through media, so many people are unhappy. Indeed, we live in a sad, sad world.
Family members lives lost. Accidents leave people handicapped. More than 75% of the world's population do not have sufficient food. Children not receiving education, in addition search the dump for things they can sell. Teenagers from developing countries head towards lives as domestic helpers to find out they are allowed only 4-5 hours of sleep. Some physically and/of sexually abused. Most, kept it all inside.

These lives should not be lived.

If there's a God, has He been sleeping on His job? Is there even a God? It's your choice to knowledge it.
I realised something strange but amazing. It's funny how he works. We, the minority, are the ones he chose. The lesser the number of fortunate people, the more blessed the fortunate ones feel. If everyone on Earth lived equally happily and fortunately, who would feel special or blessed? Less than 1% of everyone on Earth have perfect families, roof over their heads, clothing, food to satisfy anytime and education. I am in that 1%. 1% of the WHOLE world. Do you know exactly how blessed you are? Till now, I don't. There're just too much to absorb.
God chose us to bless. He chose a few so we would know how much He has given to us.
I will help those who helped me appreciate His love. I will help those who go through sufferings so I can live peacefully. I will help my brothers and my sisters. Will you?

Sunday, November 07, 2004

xx 4:50 PM xx

Please come now I think I'm falling

I'm holding on to all I think is safe

It seems I found the road to nowhere

And I'm trying to escape

I yelled back whenI heard thunder

But I'm down to one last breath

And with it let me say, let me say

Hold me now

I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

That maybe six feet

Ain't so far down

I'm looking down

Now that it's over reflecting on all of my mistakes

I thought I found the road to somewhere

Somewhere in His grace

I cried out "Heaven save me"

But I'm down to one last breath

And with it let me say, let me say

Hold me now

I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

That maybe six feet ain't so far down

Sad eyes follow me

But I still believe there's something left for me

So please come stay with me

'Cause I still believe there's

Something left for you and me

For you and me, for you and me

Hold me nowI'm six feet from the edge

And I'm thinking

This is quite a depressing song for me. Haha. Jia you for Os people!

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

xx 11:09 PM xx

Someone please pass me the parang. Anyone out there dying? Can't imagine taking A levels. Somebody save me!