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All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and hope all the while,wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.
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Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results.
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
xx 4:30 PM xx
i don't know.. i really don't.. it's so, so confusing. struggling. suffocating. dying.
going crazy. losing grip. hurting. weak. it's true. extremely exhausted.
i'm invisible to you
but you're beautiful to me.
maybe you saw me looking
but i can't help it.
i leaned on your soft shoulders
and felt endless peace.
never will i forget the moment
you leaned back on mine.
i sense you watching
but i can't respond.
you said goodbye
expecting me to say more than that.
i just waved
and pretended to be occupied.
my heart aches
for we can never ever be.
now, you belong to someone else.
Saturday, December 25, 2004
xx 4:09 AM xx
I know things happen for reasons. bloody shit.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
xx 6:13 PM xx
To Netballers: Any one able to tell when the U19/17 Netball S'pore's selection is?
xx 5:33 PM xx
YO!!!! I LOVE THIS HOLIDAY! Came back from Bangkok yesterday. The Sneakers' trip was really fun. The mission trip last week was fantastic too! Ok, I don't intend to fill you all with the exact details on what I did. They were basically great. Now I'm back and I have to start training on my stamina and also prepare for a hectic year. Oh, I got posted to AC arts. But I'm going to appeal for science.
Mission: KY, Deb chan, Nadine, Sze Lin, Sihua and KKMC people!
Sneakers': Diana, Nana, Ziying, Qiting, Ee nian, Fifi, Weilin, Shalene, Jietong, Shan You, Jesline, Joanna, Anni, Jiao lian and Ms Lium!
Miss you all!
Sunday, December 05, 2004
xx 12:05 AM xx
OK! I think being a girl has its advantages. Well, girls can certainly flirt their way through in getting what they desire. Haha. Such as getting through the ticketman into an NC-16 or M-18 movie WITH food from Macs. Or maybe with an usher to enter a pub. Hehe. Or on a hungry day, for food from a male buddy or Macs' staffs. Yay, yay! Ahem. Oh well, Gerry doesn't do all that though. What to say? I'm guai. I definitely don't flirt. Well, maybe once? Or twice? I'm not all that innocent after all, huh? Lalala.
Anyway, had AC's first training yesterday followed by a swimming session this morning with Nana and MAN am I aching?! Oh, plus bowling in the afternoon. My scores were atrocious me tell you. I'm so screwed for training in January. SOMEBODY SAVE ME!
Straight-
Crook?
Straight-
Crook?
Straight-
Crook?
Straight-
Crook?
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
xx 4:02 PM xx
Yoz! I wish I can entertain you more with my entries but nothing much has been happening. OHoh! My mom allows me to go Bangkok! Yes! Ok, now I just have to pray tickets are available.
Well, my first choice was AC science then arts then HC science then arts followed by SA. Haha, of course I can't get into HC with 15 points! Shall just use that to occupy space. I think I can barely get into AC. 15 - 4 = 11. Ok, lah. Oh, I had NJ and RJ too on my list. Haha. Am I too ambitious or purely crazy?
Can't wait for sneaker's training at SPE later! So fun!
Okie tata!
