Tuesday, November 29, 2005
xx 11:00 PM xx
HEE.. That's me.. =)
Monday, November 28, 2005
xx 11:05 PM xx
"Rules of the game: Post 5 Weird and Random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read yours."
Hmm.
1. I have sudden outburst of everything, especially songs. Ask people around man. I sing even when I eat, with half chewed food in my mouth. Songs like "I believe in a thing called love", "Timon and mumba(sp?)", "I like big butts". Apart from that, I say things like "OH MY TIAN" and "Allelujah" for nothing. Example, in the midst of doing Math, I go "Mahmah nehneh!". Then I'd wonder what the heck did I just say? Shit I'm soo weird.
2. I eat a lot. It's really weird la. As long as there's food placed in front of me, I'll consume it regardless how full I am. Thank goodness I don't gain weight THAT easily.
3. I'm really inflexible. Don't talk about doing a split, I can't even do half of it. NEVER had an A for Sit n Reach, mostly C. CAN'T TOUCH MY TOES MAN.
4. I dislike alcohol. Nope, I'm not going to act cool or tough like many people.. When I say no to alcohol, it means no. Not that I'm all goody-goody and all, I just totally dislike the taste and effects (wouldn't say this without experience). Who knows? I may like it or even get hooked in the future, but not now,man.
5. Sleeping is my source of rest, cure for depression and boredom and definitely happiness. Nothing to do? Yay! Let's sleep. It's like recreation to me la. If I lack of it, I get persistant headaches and get REALLy cranky. When I seem really quiet, I'm actually controlling myself from snapping at you. My words kill anyone near me when I'm moody. SLEEP MAN SLEEP!!!!
6. Sean William Scott is friggin HOT!
There you go fang. Not that you don't know any of these of me. I even added one extra fact no. 6. Harhar. Ain't going to ask another 5 people to do this cause I know some people are as incredibly lazy as me. Doing this only cause my bestfriend told me to. Sigh... Also cause I'm too lazy to start work. OH! There you go, fact 7. I'm mother lazy. Shit la.. I sound exactly like a pig - sleep and eat a lot and am soo lazy.
waha.
How's my new template? Oh wait, don't have tagboard yet. So if you think my blogskin sucks, too bad you can't speak up! Man, I'm so weird.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
xx 12:06 AM xx
do u ever think of yourself as actually dead, lying in a box with a lid on it? it's silly to be depressed by it. i mean, one thinks of it like being alive in a box, one keeps forgetting to take into account the fact that one is dead.. which should make al the difference, shouldn't it? i mean, you'd never know you were in a box, would you? it's be just like being asleep in a box. not that i'd like to sleep in a box, mind you, not without any air - you'd wake up dead, for a start, and then where would u be? apart from inside the box. that's the bit i don't like, frankly. that's why i don't think of it.. because you'd be helpless, wouldn't you? stuffed in a box like that, i mean, you'd be in there forever. i woudldn't think about it, if i were you.you'd only get depressed. eternity is a terrible thought, i mean, where's it going to end?
that's me monologue. grosss!! i can't even remember the first line.. and the test in on wed! argh!!!
Saturday, November 26, 2005
xx 1:05 AM xx
This was LOONG ago
Phew.. Walked home all the way from Melbourne Central. Yay. Must have walked all my hot pot fats away. Heh. I think I'm starting to appreciate Melbourne after the pile of tests, gradual warming up of weather and the friends I've made here. I am still very much homesick.. But why not try and make the best outta the time here and enjoy? Yea. My sis cut my fringe, oh, so did I. Look like a kid. hmph.
Heh. Stole some pics from Shan again. I lupch you Shan!
xx 12:50 AM xx
Sunday, November 20, 2005
xx 1:41 AM xx
Miss You
I can't sleep, I just can't breathe
When your shadow is all over me baby
Don't wanna be, a fool in your eyes
Cos what we had was built on lies
And when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
::Chorus::
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you
What would it take, for you to see
To make you understand that I'll
Always believe
You and I, can make it through
And I still know, I can't get over you
Cos when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
Oh baby, I miss you, I do
Cos when our love always
Fades away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you, I miss you
I do
I don't wanna feel
The way that i do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
Oh baby, I miss you, I do
Thursday, November 17, 2005
xx 3:03 PM xx
Sigh. Big sigh. Really really wish I could play Netball for AC again. Why did I complained so much aout training before? Now I miss it so much. I really wanna train with the team, play in the Finals and win HC again. Shit la. I left the team. I don't need to win for AC. I just wanna win together with the team I love. Be it whatever school or association, just to be with the team. I guess it won't be the same cause our seniors graduate, but I really miss the J1s.
I don't have doubt about AC winning again. I guess, I just wish to be with my dears again. But no. I hate myself for making that decision of coming to Melbourne ( thank God I've got great friends here).
I know. AC's going to win. Cause we train way harder than any other school. And we deserve to win more than anyone else. (yea, you can't help but agree, can you? Take your hat off)
I'm sorry guys, for leaving you. I say this with DEEP regret. I don't mind repeating J1 again next year just to play, for the taste of sweat, blood and victory is indescribable. The chain that binds with team through thick and thin is unbreakable. Play for each other, not just the school. That makes it more worthwhile.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
xx 11:31 PM xx
Sigh. I don't want to work so hard and get crap result. I rather not work at all and see what I deserve than know that I'm incapable. To people who have this experience please don't get me wrong. This is just the view I created myself and FOR myself.
Haha. Still, I wanna try my best. Why do I constantly get distracted? Worked pretty hard for Math2 practice test 2 weeks ago. Was hoping for a high mark cause usually the first test consists of very few topics. Honestly, I was hoping for 90ish. Sigh. Maybe a 75% isn't that bad? Nah. I must do better. I don't even know if i'm capable of getting into commerce in Uni next year. To get into commerce, the top four subjects have to have an average of 83% I think. I'm really counting on Math1. Math2 and Chem are crap to me, considering I rely on self-studying for Chem only. History of Ideas and Lit/Drama are nonsense too. I'm not an Arts person. Sigh. Daddy! You just wasted a ton of money on your dumb daughter!! Argh. I don't know. Everyone's smarter than me cause they've gone through the topics and those who haven't are just simply smart. Ok, don't compare, Gerry.
I was late for the third time. Last friday, Barbara was really nice to mark my attendance for Math1. Got recorded for being late on Monday by Andrew, Math2. I was on time yesterday, Tuesday, because school was 145pm for me. Today, I woke up at 10 when Drama started at 9. Just felt like killing myself. Is it wrong that I study to 2, 3am every night? Why can't I just be disciplined and respond to just 1 of my 2 alarm clocks!? This is shit. Hate to wake up swearing.
Anywayyy.... I just wanna end off with something happy. Shit. -BLANK-
ARGH! No more international calling card!!!
Monday, November 14, 2005
xx 2:24 AM xx
HeeheEEE I stole this from Shan's blog. My pictures provider.. HAHARRRR...
Muaxkies
Saturday, November 12, 2005
xx 8:33 PM xx
Went to the beach today. Hardly any sun. =((
These are pictures of me the last time I went there before today. Have I gain 10kg?
xx 8:31 PM xx
All by mself. Don't wanna be all by myself. Anymore.
But I rather be lonely than have anyone else but you.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
xx 9:30 PM xx
Just came back from driving and buying bubble tea! Hee. 2nd time driving and was pretty cool. Had several practice drives and head down to the city. I'm currently on Learner's license meaning I can only drive accompanied by someone who's fully licensed. My sis.
Goodness, think I could have been in a million accidents gaga. Sis says I'm quite fan ying chi dun (slow reaction). I see what's about to happen but it doesn't connect to my brain and foot, hence stepping on the brake on time was pretty tricky.
I have tons of work to do actually. Really sick of this shit. Damn stressed la. Crash course sucks.
huggies.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
xx 7:29 AM xx
Oh my tian. Big sigh. Just went for a run outside. I think I really need a trackmill to motivate myself. I was practically walking few minutes ago. Big sigh. No point coming up with excuses. Final line - I'm not just unfit, I'M FAT. Bleah~ bleah~ bleah~. Tried reaching the sea, but got lost. Gaga. This guy encouraged saying, "run faster! Run faster." Part of me was (well, pretty much in denial) "Gaga, wait till you see the real me, just wait!" The other part was "Gaga, NO! Cannoooootttt!"
Stupid wind kept blowing against me, stupid shoes too big, stupid slopes, stupid directions. Ok mind me, I need to bring in excuses. Geee. =D
Can't believe I ran at 7a.m. =(((( I suck.
LOOSEEE WEIGGHTT!
Drama class later! Exciting. Got a 9/10 for my mime eventhough my teacher got my story a bit wrong. Nevertheless, I was complimented on my creativity and boldness. Yay!! The first scene was me being very worried, waiting for someone to come home. The following scenes were me reflecting back in time - when I was pregnant, playing around with my child, teaching him homework and neatening his tie before he departed for work. Then I was back to the worried scene. I walked out of the house door and found a note (we had to use a note to show the change of our mood). I read and mouthed "THE WAR IS OVER, I'M BACK". Then I turned and saw my son and ran and hugged him. THE END. Jaja. Oh wells.
TAta.
Friday, November 04, 2005
xx 11:21 PM xx
Wonder when I'll get out of this pathetic shit state.
Been PMSing. Hate it when that happens. I get all snappy and gross. Sigh. Just adds on to the bloody mood I'm in and forever will be in.
Guests, who are also my neighbours in SG, are going home tomorrow. How I hope it was me as well. I just need to go home. I'm not who I am anymore. But wait, WHO THE HECK AM I ANYWAY? Fine. My name is now anonymous.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
xx 12:30 AM xx
I swear my boobs are getting bigger,
due to all the food I've been eating and exercises I'm lacking. Hmm. Not a bad thing. Grins.
Went to the beach with Gor and Sheena for just about 2-3 hours. The sun was there and the heat was good. But not too hot like that of Sg's cause there's wind and the heat wasn't too intensive.
Wa. I'm so jealous of moi pals in SG. Holidays started for them. But well, it's well deserved. I had 8 months of holiday this year though. Harhar. Shit is starting!!
I love you all dahlinks.
Oh, going beach again tom. Hee.
