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All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and hope all the while,wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.
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Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results.
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
xx 6:18 PM xx
This was the plan - Gerry saves up to about 600 aussie dollars so to show how much she wants to go back to SG in April.
This is how the plan got destroyed - Gerry drove and banged a damn car which had 2 dot-like dents and hence Gerry has to pay 550 dollars for the damage. WHAT THE FUCK!!! IT WAS 2 FUCKING DOTS WHICH WE BOTH HAD FUCKING DIFFICULTY FINDING!!!! PLUS HE COULD DRIVE OFF SO SMOOTHLY AFTER THAT SOMEMORE! WHAT THE FUCKINGHELL!
Monday, February 20, 2006
xx 11:00 PM xx
eddie: and waiting for you in your own time, to find him again in your own time
thanks eddie.
xx 11:00 PM xx
Yea It's so tiring trying to be that someone you wish you could be. You don't even know you can't be that until you fall and then you realised you expect far too much from yourself.
You wished to be a nice person but fail to when you said or done ONE thine wrong.
You thought you were doing well in school until you received your test results.
You wished to be straight but tears drop when you gave into temptation.
You thought you saved enough money for a special gift but realised you spent your last cent shopping.
etc.
We've just gotta stop being someone we can never be. Don't don't even fucking try to influence others to act like you, hypocrite.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
xx 9:04 PM xx
This is me destroying the molecular monster! Heh *Grins*
Shit I'm damn fat.
xx 5:21 PM xx
Yellow.. Haha. I realised I like subsituting "hello" with a colour.
Anyway. I'm having MATH2 exam next sat and I haven't started studying. Shit man. It sucks.
Was just reminiscing about the times since I got here. Haha. Damn funny. Still remember we had 12 people in our clique and in it, 4 guys liked 4 gals in one week. Actually it sounds pretty ridiculous right? 1 week leh. But well, who says it can't work out. But ya, I as one of the gals leh! So "ego-massaging" (ULYNN! haha). But bleah~ if that guy was more my type I would've considered more. Oh well. He ditched me before I could ditch him, damnmit. Haha. And I'm stuck here alone........... OH WELL!
My dad's wanting me to stay in Melbourne in April. But I desperately wanna be home. I wanna see the team and play with the team. Catch up with my husband and wife (Fang and Xian).
Meet MG netballers. Yea and some other honeys.. pout.
What else has been happening? Oh my neighbour in SG, Lionel, just started school here. Have been hanging out with him and being his house slave. But quite cool, we never talked in SG before that's cause I only wanna hang out with him after he won the SEA games swimming event. (Shh.) Heh just kidding. He's damn funny la! But he's ditching me for his darling who's visiting. =(( Oh wait. I don't like him. I know you naughty people have naughty minds!
This is my new sad face {='(''' COOL!
Back to math. Sighhhh
Friday, February 17, 2006
xx 11:59 PM xx
I'm quite happy. YAY! Heh. Like since when was the las ime la.
ALAMAK NASI LEMAK MARIKITA!
xx 11:03 PM xx
AHEM. Yup. That's happy me on Valentine's day. With my new boyfriend. Don't you think our eyes are alike? Heh.
Monday, February 13, 2006
xx 9:40 PM xx
I'm so pathetic. I desire sympathy. Isn't that worse than a piece of shit?
Sorry I can't be perfect.
xx 9:26 PM xx
WAAAAAA!!!!!!! ARGH!H!!!!!!!
Lovin you is so painful. But I just can't stop.
xx 12:39 AM xx
taken granted of.. gettin hard to breathe.. still tryin
Monday, February 06, 2006
xx 9:22 PM xx
Woah! I swear I walked into some sort of gay festival yesterday la! Finally I feel at home. HAHA!
Yea, so there I was with my guests walking along St Kilda's Beach before dinner and we noticed a big crowd with performance this and that la. So we checked it out. Then I saw a few homo couples and thought nothing of it. But as I turned and observed, OH MY TIAN! Gals in gals arms, guys in guys. I saw this relatively fat middle age guys kissin la. First time seeing guys kiss, was bit lost for words. Then I saw this chinese gal kissing this ang moh's neck while cuddling. I thought it was so sweet. Aww.
Guess there's just a difference btw guys and gals couples la. I used to be so homophobic la. But I understand a lot more now. When love comes in, nothing matters. Some people just need that someone regardless the gender. I was too quick to judge before and I think I hurt some people. Terribly sorry.
Sigh. Banged into someone's car the other day. Gotta pay for those 2 dot-like dents on his car. Piece of shit la. Sighhh.. Things really aren't getting better.
I really don't wanna study. Just wanna be home for training now.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
xx 2:49 PM xx
everytime i look at you
baby i see something new
it takes me higher than before
it makes me want you more
i dont want to sleep tonight
baby its just a waste of time
when im looking at what my life is been coming to
im all about loving you
Saturday, February 04, 2006
xx 11:41 PM xx
I went shopping alone today. Shopping alone's actually quite cool. Yea, I know. I should stop being such a loner. Gosh. Can't believe I'm such an introvert. I mean not just because I shopped alone la.. But everything la. Just really self-absorbed since I got here.
I made my first oreo cheesecake today. It ain't hardened yet, but I couldn't wait and just tried. Wa I'm good man. Tank u tank u.
Just finish playing mahjong. It's 1145pm in Melbourne and 1h 45 min after my sleeping time. I'm sleeepy. Watchig Pearl Habour now. cool.
