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All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and hope all the while,wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.
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Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results.
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Thursday, March 30, 2006
xx 8:12 PM xx
I'm so fat. Haha
Anyways. Just realised I'm going to miss past vs present games in MG by, what?, half a day? So sad la. I miss Netball man.
Walao. I know what that revolve around me is Netball and fats (gettit?). Haha.
This is damn ridiculous. But I dreamt that I kissed this hot guy who kissed damn damn well. HAHA! Dreams are only dreams. Dammit. Dreams are so hilarious!
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
xx 8:16 PM xx

My hairrrrr =(
Beaching on 25/3/06
xx 6:20 PM xx
I'm so sleepy. Yawns.
Lit essay this Sat. Haha haven't startedddd...
I'm really really screwing up.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
xx 11:55 AM xx
I just read an entry from Sandy's blog and I just can't agree more with her.
I seriously hate it when people break promises. Damn those people la. Just don't promise man. Promise is the only means for someone to trust someone. Knowing this world is so full of shit, sometimes we just need someone to keep their word. Someone to trust. Someone to proof that some people are worth knowing your secrets, worth confiding in.
Haha I don't know.. Just met people who don't keep promises many times and they just hurt people like free sometimes. Bleah~
yadayada. Nehneh.
HAha. I realised I always spell "proof" as "prrof" haha.
Just 1 week and 4 days! WHOO!
Sunday, March 26, 2006
xx 7:02 PM xx
Yup. I know I should update.
Yawn. I'm lazy.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
xx 2:14 AM xx
I was able to get a free netball ticket! haha
I'm really impressed with our imported China player... She improved damn a lot.
Last yr's SEA games, she was really poor. Now she's WAY WAY better. play 3 outta 4 quaters somemore if i remember correctly..i was surprised to the max man. good job, NS. The game was quite cool.. though lost by quite a margin of about 40 goals.. but really, it wasn't easy at all. They really deserve a kallang wave man. I wish i cld be in the open team next time. Seems dimmer as time passes. I can hardly even climb stairs now. sigh.
i miss netball.
xx 2:14 AM xx
I was able to get a free netball ticket! haha
I'm really impressed with our imported China player... She improved damn a lot.
Last yr's SEA games, she was really poor. Now she's WAY WAY better. play 3 outta 4 quaters somemore if i remember correctly..i was surprised to the max man. good job, NS. The game was quite cool.. though lost by quite a margin of about 40 goals.. but really, it wasn't easy at all. They really deserve a kallang wave man. I wish i cld be in the open team next time. Seems dimmer as time passes. I can hardly even climb stairs now. sigh.
i miss netball.
Friday, March 17, 2006
xx 11:07 AM xx
I'm thinkin of going to the hotel where the netball open team stays to give them something n wish them luck.. sound so hard core fan right? summore most of them dun even know who i m. hm mayb i m... i just miss playing netball so much... now im missing 19s. i mean i cant wish the team the best at their games. so i figure i cld support them in some other way.. praise god for givin me this idea.
now.. what shld i give? flowers r bit overused.. we'll see
Thursday, March 16, 2006
xx 9:08 PM xx
I hate HOI. I think I've become a very angry person.
OH WELL!
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
xx 5:19 PM xx
Fuck man. I've been checking every day for netball tickets since january. when they released more tix 2 days ago i was so bloody happy.. and i asked around tht nite if my sis frens wanted to go with 2 of us la... ok.. so noone was really interested... then i went back to the website intending to buy right... the days that i want to go for tix were available but i when i click they say got error and stuff.. fuck them man.. now it's all sld out.. fuckk fuckk. I waited for how fucking long.. it's just too disappointing.
this is unhealthy for me.. i'm sick. ass holes.
xx 1:21 AM xx
Don't cha think it's very tiring to dislike someone?
I feel damn uncomfortable when I dislike someone or the other way round. Some times it is my fault but there's no chance to apologise for there are circumstances. As a result, I live with guilt and unhappiness. Unless, of course, they are forgiving. But come on, how many people actually forgives someone who they don't exactly like?
I'm not sure if all this is just happening in my head. Cause I think too much and it is far from healthy. For all I know, that person may not even know my mistake let alone angry with me. Hmmmm.
Anyway. I'm trying damn damn hard to get tickets to watch Netball games in commonwealth.. Damn blessed that it's held in Melbourne. But if I can't get any tix, I'd be extremely let down. I miss Netball like shit though I don't exactly fancy many Netball Singapore players. Just a couple la. Sighhh
Can't wait for college to end - End of May. Can you believe it? haha.
I'm bit sick.. sore throat.. Ate too much banana chips. I'm damn fat. Heh.
Monday, March 13, 2006
xx 9:46 PM xx
My sis had her birthday celebration in a club on sat. Here are some pictures.



Sunday, March 12, 2006
xx 2:39 PM xx
I AM A LAZY HIPPO.
I'm dead for HOI. I'm lagging behind like SHIT. But I don't wanna study. Walao, i must have been affected by the slow pace here man... I'm so freaking lazy now.Haha I'm hardly studying. Wait, hardly? Haha.
I miss Fang.
Monday, March 06, 2006
xx 6:18 PM xx
It's still qutie sad to see everyone having a such a great time in AC. All the friends I could have made.All the GUY friends.. heh. I guess I'd probably wanna be here in Melbourne if I were still in AC cause I know the work load is unbelieveable. But sigh.. Guess we can't have everything we want. I know.. I know.. I been on this the whole time.. AND NO! I won't stop lamenting.
Yup. I'm coming home on the 8th of April. Feel so spoilt cause only 3 outta 63 people from my intake going home for this 2 weeks. It IS quite waste money.. but I WANNA GO HOME. Heh. I wanna see how the team is doing.. So strange.. I'm only close to like one or two people in the team but yet I feel quite homey when I think of the team. Maybe it's just the sport. Actually, I don't know.
My complexion is damn bad. Shit.
Btw, sorry for not updating.. internet was cut off.. Think it's because I didn't pay the bill. Haha.
I have a best companion here. I must say. He's name is bobby. I LOVE HIM!!
Boo hoo.. I miss fangy pooy and xian fatty bomb bomb.
Ladeeda Dadeela.. Had Math1 and 2 exams recently. Damn sad. Shan't cont.
Realised tht my BMI is no more than 20.. Mayb rangin from 19.7 to 20.0. Wa. I thought I was damn fat... heh 20-25 is healthy BMI. anything below is underweight and above is over. Calculated by weight/heightsq. Quite cool. HEH
I really hope more MG and AC ple are coming over to melbourne after As. Miss familiar faces.