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All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and hope all the while,wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.
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Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results.
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
xx 3:20 AM xx
some times, we reflect. how have we grown n all..
grown? dunno.. PHYSICALLY: sometimes i feel bit odd n left behind in terms of looks.. i mean yea.. to some extend i dun really care abt wat i wear n how tidy my hair is.. but i notice everyone's just getting prettier as they grow.. i'm like.. oh shit. i better try to catch up or b the ugliest or smth.. it's a bit -.-".. why so concerned abt looks? so superficial for wat? but come on.. just be realistic.. who is absolutely careless abt their image? yes, looks aint impt yadayda it's the inside tht counts yadaya.. practically speaking.. it's impossible NOT to care..
other aspects of me? hmmm...
i cant say i've became a better person as a whole.. 1-> i've drifted from god n heck loads
2-> because of 1, i dun see the purpose of life n that people are just destructive to each other 3-> because of 1, i swear, judge, became short n bad tempered, i cant forgive easily, i hate ple easily, i can so damn tired of everything so often.. 4-> finally no relation to 1, i've become so damn lazy in studies.. gargh!
ok what in the world is positive abt me? 1-> i MAY have become more giving and patient.
2-> -blank- 3-> -blank-
teach me to be contented, god.
sorry.. i'm so emotional nowadays.. it's irritating but unstoppable..
okok... chill, gerry.
smacks head**
i need netball
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
xx 7:47 PM xx
i guess i just REALLY cant stand those who care more abt gossips than friendships.. damn disappointin to know that almost everyone's like tht.. like.. pls la.. have a heart.. dun be such fucked up bitches can? dunno la.. i mean.. if i have a secret n u heard of it sumwhere else.. can u pls just put urself in my shoes n think if u'd like this secret abt u to be spread.. if unsure.. ask can? cuz if its something that threatens our frenship, spreading it will just make u a screwed up ass just like those who told u that secret.. n when i find out, i know i shouldn't feel this way, but honestly, i wish to see u be tortured.. for fantasize having the power to just dip u into hell for a feww seconds.. oh man.. but seriously, to me u deserve it.. muahaha..
a further form of betrayal is asking someone who has not heard of it to question me abt it... whether he/she is closer to me or not.. slam ur face into the blender man..
okok... i better stop..
yay.. cant wait to club tmr.. when was the last time man.. even more, can't wait to see my melb frens!!! woohhoo.! miss u dahlinks!
Monday, November 27, 2006
xx 7:22 PM xx
woohoo...
i'm like dying in this humidity.. but at least there aint anymore water retention.. cant wait to put on my sport shoes n play on court.. happy to hear there's daisytan carnival on jan.. something to work for.. if of couse i get to play la.. enjoyed watching xian's team play that day.. xnij vs VJ.. man.. wanna play man.. then we went to McChill n some placamajig for darts n pool..hhaa.. q fun..
i started work at Fosters under Ulynn's recommendation. its q cool.. alright la.. at least i'm doing smth, ya know? q low pay.. but cant expect much la.. ladeeda..
ok.. wat else is up w me? oh yea, ricky is sooo naughty now.. he was let loose last night.. then he dug his way pass the fence that blocks him frm the back side of the house.. then he jumped into the POND!! i was fixing puzzle w xian n listening to itunes when my nanny came in to decribe my poor doggy clinging onto the edge of the pond whining.. my poor darling.. haha i asked if any fish bit ricky.. then my nanny n xian said i was crazy to ask such a thing cuz it's more likely that my dog bit the fish.. =( i just love ricky more.. hmpf
homee sweet hommee
Thursday, November 16, 2006
xx 11:43 PM xx
OMGOODNESS! i find the usage of the word "YAYNESS" damn hilarious!
ok.. it's just funny.. not weird nor cool.. just haha-funny..
Monday, November 13, 2006
xx 9:14 PM xx
promiscuous.
i like
xx 2:01 PM xx
orHH man.. can't wait to get home!.. i was in church yest (yes, be proud of me), then the worshiping n all got me thinking of an mg gathering. like i said in my previous post, i think it'll be GREAT to have a gathering! then we can have worship also just like those old days. gotta brainstorm.. EDDIE! lets plan together! ask JAS too!
man. haven't planned smth for damn long liao.. yup so i was thinkin.. shld it b any random day in Jan? or like chinese new year celebration that day? hmm..
man, i'm like dying of excitment..
i was so happy to watch a video in church yest instead of sermon.. haha oops.. it's abt thie new zealander called Ian McCormack. how he actually died for 15min from being stung by several deadly jellyfish, saw a glimpse of heaven n possibly hell, then revived again. damn moving la.. they shld do this every sunday. haha.. got me closer to god. damn cool la.. like how he gave Ian strength even tho Ian wasn't even really a christian.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
xx 1:15 AM xx
oh man.. is it an endless fashion? taking photo of one's self in the mirror? might as well take a picture of urself direct right? or ask someone to take 4 u.. haha. no offence.. my hair just stands a bit evrytime i see pictures like tht.. n i see A LOT while roaming in friendster.. brr
haha! shrugs..
im q scared la.. think i'll just scape thru the passing mark for all subjects... fingers cross. i hope so.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
xx 10:54 AM xx
screw econs..
Thursday, November 09, 2006
xx 1:17 PM xx
i'm thinking of organising a gathering for mg '04 grads.. in january.
going to be difficult but miss everyone like shit.. ex-mg gals.. suggestions?
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
xx 11:30 PM xx
knn.. really KNN man!
wa kao! haha.. i was helping my mom switch off her samsung flip phone, then it slipped off my hand n fell into my MA LA SOUP!! i swear slim flip phones are too slippery! wa seh.. n it's oily soup not water.. kinda better if it were water? might as well give the inside a rinse once in a while eh? but oily soup?! okok bullshiting.. and i'm jus wondering if i can still drink my soup.. n as for her phone, her keypad aint working n the USB cable is constantly being detected some how.. arghhhh.. nags n scoldings ring n ring. blech.. but i find it q funny.. hhahAHA.. even my laptop, sweater, shorts, leg and work kana.. is this punishment for eating too much?!?! hmph
anyw.. casinos are bad. belly belly bad.
Monday, November 06, 2006
xx 5:32 PM xx

body and mind
heart and soul
Friday, November 03, 2006
xx 11:35 AM xx
Recommended: www.missyhiggins.com
Great, great songs and lyrics. do check it out.. she's from Melbourne, so i doubt many of u have heard of her.. songs are jaw-drop fantastic.. haha to me. The Special Two, Scar, Sound of White for example